Continued
2006-04-08, 3:46 a.m.
Looking back, I'm surprised at how immature I typed. No, I shouldn't be, I was 15 (at least with the ones I've been reading). I'm glad to see that I've grown and changed. I should never forget those different stages in my life.
Although, I wonder, do I still obsess over guys I like? I am getting that idea because I have a hard time letting go when I feel I love someone...even if they do not love me back. I'm not even sure how to word this or how to resolve it.
I locked my keys in the car for the first time today. My brother came into town to unlock the door for me.
I almost forgot that happened.
Oh, and I never got the chance to "profile" Andrew like I did with so many friends and eventual strangers. I always knew he was a sweet person. I'm obsessing with finding him. I guess it's similar to my goals with finding songs I like...I know only a few lines of the lyrics and part of the music video and perhaps the year... I continue searching.