Gah!! I am having a frustrating morning... I stayed up all night (again) and worked on mural ideas for Graphic Design using Adobe Illustrator and poster board. My ideas were bombing. I didn't like anything I've churned out so far. I had a great concept idea having to do with Life (the game) but maybe I over simplified or I just took the wrong approach because I hate it. I put down some more ideas but they seem to simple and the rest of the class probably won't go for my ideas. Gah!
On top of that, I get dressed for the morning. I have trouble deciding what t-shirt to wear, so I decide to just lump it all together and wear a hoodie. I only have two hoodies, a red one and a black one. I wanted to wear my black one because I felt like matching with my shoes. When I put on the hoodie I noticed it didn't feel right. It was too thin, faded, and stretched out. It wasn't mine. I could tell right away. I was pissed. I do my own laundry on the weekends late at night. I don't know when, I don't know who (but I have a damn good idea who...they've done it before) and I don't know how (I cringe to think how--I lock my room door)... I'm just pissed. Most of my stuff is unique but this hoodie isn't, because of where I live (I live at the place where I work) some of the others have the same hoodie.
I tend to depend on my clothing to show my individuality...if someone steals my stuff to wear it...they're stealing what I identify with. gah
7:56 a.m. - 2005-11-29