I always intend to post about something recent and eventful...but it doesn't happen. Regarding my spring break...it was pretty good. I visited family in Anthony, NM as the story goes... I even got to visit my friends in Albuquerque for a few days. I spent most of that time with Paul... We know that Paul is my former boyfriend and close friend. I feel very attached to him. If I could be in a relationship with anyone in this world and distance would not play a factor in hurting the relationship...I believe I would choose him. I felt good laying my head on his chest as we watched television in his room. I could hear his heart beat. I spent one night over at his house. We did excercise our right as "friends with benefits" more than once. I felt really close to him. When it was approaching my time to leave to go over to Becca's house he felt more distant. I suspect it was to prevent me from feeling too attached (or him). When I left, he gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek.
4:06 a.m. - 2006-03-27